It was a lamebrain plan, bringing roses. I don’t know. The first step inside the door, they give you a brown paper shopping bag with a number written on the side, some number between one and six hundred. They say, “Put your clothes in here, kid.” And they give you a wood clothespin with the same number in black pen. They say, “Clip it to your shorts. Don’t lose it or you won’t get your stuff back.” The crew girl, she wears a stopwatch on a cord, hanging on her chest where her heart would be.
Taped to the wall behind the table where you undress, they got a sign done in the same black pen, on brown paper; it says how the production company isn’t responsible for anybody’s valuables. Another sign they got says “No Masks Allowed.” Some bags, guys put their shoes in with a sock balled inside each. Their belt coiled tight and nested in one shoe. Their pants folded, the creases matched, and laid on top the shoes. Their shirts tucked under their chin while they match up the arms and fold the collar and tails so as to make the least wrinkles. Their undershirt, folded. Their necktie rolled and tucked in a pocket of their suit jacket. Guys with good clothes. Other guys pull off their jeans or sweatpants, balled up, inside out. Their T-shirts or sweatshirts. They peel off their damp underwear, and stuff it into the bags, then on top they drop their stinking tennis shoes. After you undress, the stopwatch girl takes your bag of clothes and puts it on the floor, against the concrete wall. Everybody, they’re standing around in their shorts, juggling their wallets and car keys, cell phones, and whatnot. Me bringing a bouquet of roses, wilting and all, more junk to juggle, it was just plain stupid. Getting undressed, I was unbuttoning my shirt, and the stopwatch girl giving out paper bags, she points at my chest and says, “You planning to wear that on camera?” She’s holding a bag marked with the number “72.” The clothespin clipped to one paper handle. My number. The stopwatch girl points her gun finger at my chest, and she says, “That.” Tucking my chin, I look down until it hurts, but all I can see is my crucifix on the gold chain around my neck. I ask if that’s a problem. A crucifix. And the girl reaches out with the clothespin, squeezing it open. She jabs to pinch it on my nipple, but I pull back. She says, “We’ve been doing this a long time.” She says, “We know to look out for you Bible thumpers.” From her face, she could be a high-schooler, about my age. The stopwatch girl says how the actress Candy Apples, when she set her record with 721 sex acts, they used the same group of fifty men for the entire production. That was in 1996, and Candy only stopped because the LAPD raided the studio and shut down the production. She says, “True fact.” When Annabel Chong set her early record, the stopwatch girl says, performing 251 sex acts, even with eighty men showing up for the cattle call, some 66 percent of them couldn’t get their dicks hard enough to do their job. That same year, 1996, Jasmin St. Claire broke Chong’s record with three hundred sex acts in a single shoot. Spantaneeus Xtasy broke the record with 551. In the year 2000, the actress Sabrina Johnson took on two thousand men, fucking until she hurt so bad the crew had to pack ice between her legs as she sucked off the remainder of the cast. After her royalty checks started to bounce, Johnson went public with the news that her record was bogus. At most, she’d done five hundred sex acts, and instead of two thousand men, only thirty-nine had answered the casting call. The stopwatch girl points at the crucifix, saying, “Don’t try to save anybody’s soul here.” The next guy down the table, he pulls off a black T-shirt, his head and arms and chest the same even suntan brown. A ring shines gold, hanging from one nipple. His chest hair lies flat, every hair cropped down to the same stubble size. Looking at me, he says, “Hey, buddy ...” He says, “Don’t save her soul before they call me for my close-up, okay?” And he winks big enough to wrinkle half his face around one eye. His eyelashes big enough to fan a breeze. Up close, he’s smoothed a layer of pink all over his forehead and cheeks. Three colors of brown powder around his eyes, folded into the little wrinkles there. Clamped under one arm, between his elbow and tanned ribs, the guy holds a wad of white, maybe more clothes. On the other side of the table, the stopwatch girl turns her head to look both ways. She stuffs a hand into one front pocket of her blue jeans, asking me, “Hey, preacher, you want to buy some insurance?” The girl fishes out a little bottle, big around as a test tube, but shorter. She shakes the bottle to rattle some blue pills inside. “Ten bucks each,” she says, and shakes the blue pills next to her face. “Don’t you be part of that sixty-six percent.” The guy wearing makeup, the stopwatch girl hands him a bag numbered “137,” saying, “You want the teddy bear should go in your bag?” She nods toward the white bundle under the guy’s elbow. Guy 137 whips the wad of white clothing from under his arm, saying, “Mr. Toto is nothing so pedestrian as a teddy bear . . .” He says, “Mr. Toto is an autograph hound.” He kisses it, saying, “You wouldn’t believe how old.” The stuffed animal is sewed out of white canvas, a long wiener-dog body with, sticking down, four stubby white canvas legs. Stitched on the top, a dog head with black button eyes and floppy canvas ears. Crabbed all over the white canvas is writing, blue, black, and red pen handwriting. Some loopy letters, some block letters. Some with dates. Numbers. A day, month, and year. Where the guy kissed it, the dog’s smeared red with lipstick. He holds the dog in the crook of one arm, the way they’d hold a baby. With his other hand, the guy points out writing. Signatures. Autographs. Carol Channing, he shows us. Bette Midler. Debbie Reynolds. Carole Baker. Tina Turner. “Mr. Toto,” he says, “is older than I myself would ever admit to being.” Still holding the bottle of blue pills, the stopwatch girl says, “You want Miss Wright should autograph your dog?” Cassie Wright, the guy tells us, is his all-time favorite adult star. Her level of craft soars above her peers. Guy 137, he says how Cassie Wright spent six months shadowing an endocrinologist, learning his duties, studying his demeanor and body language, before playing a doctor in the groundbreaking adult feature Emergency Room Back Door Dog Pile. Cassie Wright spent six months of research, writing to survivors and studying court documents, before she set foot on the set for the adult mega-epic Titanic Back Door Dog Pile. In her single line of dialogue, the moment Cassie Wright says, “This boat’s not the only lady going down, tonight…” her west-country Irish accent is dead-on, depicting exactly how hot the steerage free-for-all sex must’ve been in the final moments of man’s worst sea disaster. “In Emergency Room,” he says, “in the lesbian scene with the two hot laboratory assistants, it’s obvious that Cassie Wright is the only performer who knows the correct way to work a speculum.” The critics, guy 137 says, justifiably raved about her portrayal of Mary Todd Lincoln in the Civil War epic Ford’s Theatre Back Door Dog Pile. Later re-released as Private Box. Later re-released as Presidential Box. Guy 137 tells us, in the scene where Cassie Wright gets double-teamed by John Wilkes Booth and Honest Abe Lincoln, thanks to her research, she truly does make American history come alive. Still cradling his canvas dog, its black button eyes against his gold nipple-ring, the guy says, “How much for your pills?” “Ten bucks,” says the stopwatch girl. “No,” the guy says. He stuffs the dog back under his arm and reaches around to his back pants pocket. Taking out his wallet, he pinches out twenty, forty, a hundred dollars, saying, “I mean, how much for the entire bottle?” The stopwatch girl says, “Lean over so I can write your number on your arm.” And guy 137 winks at me again, his big eye looking bigger inside all that brown powder, and he says, “You brought roses.” He says, “How sweet is that?”